By Amy Kenny
The work that comprises The Forgetting is based on something Suzanne Paleczny couldn’t forget about. When the Whitehorse-based artist was attending Emily Carr University in 2019, her parents’ memories were deteriorating. Her father had had dementia for years at the time, but then her mother started having trouble too.
Suddenly all the ideas Paleczny had wanted to focus on at school faded to the background as her parents became her focal point. She was on the phone with them daily, making sure they’d eaten, taken their medications, ordered groceries.
“I spent so much time on the phone with them every day, sometimes multiple times a day, and I just couldn’t think of anything else,” she says over the phone. “And so I ended up starting to create work about it because there was no point trying to focus on anything else.”
Paleczny researched the mechanisms of memory, how memories form and why they fail. The resulting body of work makes up the bulk of pieces in The Forgetting, on display at the Yukon Arts Centre until August 25.
The paintings are large, person-sized in scale. That makes sense, considering people serve as much of the subject matter. At first glance, you might miss that. The people in Paleczny’s paintings are fragmented, and rendered in bright, vivid colour that blend them into the backgrounds they stand in front of.
The lines of her work are intentionally disorienting as Paleczny explores the role memory plays in identifying the self and what it might mean when those memories are gone. Who are we, her exhibition statement asks, if we can’t remember our own stories?
“I feel like my practice is asking questions and I don’t necessarily come up with answers,” she says.
What she did come to was an understanding that when you no longer have the narrative in your mind, that traces your path from the past forward, you have to look to other things, like genealogy, DNA and your own body.
“Memory can be physical,” she says over the phone from Ontario, where she’s visiting her daughter and newborn granddaughter. “It can be the worn-out parts on your body that are based on what your labour was that you did all your life. So the history kind of inscribes itself on the body. It’s in your DNA. And so those (things), in a way, I felt became more important to me than … those other things we can’t hold on to.”